outburstsDecember 1, 2005 1:47 am

It’s December already! ^^ Few more days to go before Christmas. I haven’t done any Christmas shopping yet.Actually it will be my first time to go Christmas shopping. Now I’m thinking what to give to my friends… hurmmm…. and familiy… and cousins…. and other people…

Oh yesterday I went to You Ra’s house (as usual) and she amde me eat kimbab! ^^ It’s yummy. Mrs. Kim made it and it tasted good. kimbab

that’s a good looking kimbab. They actually pronounce it as kimpap. Anyway it’s a rice roll. It has spam, egg, crab meat, squid, and pickled japanese radish in the middle. Then it’s wrapped by a kim. That’s how You Ra called it.

By the way she told me that she might be going back to Korea next week. That’s really sad. Though I sometimes feel lazy to go to her house… I enjoy my time with her. Well that’s because we laugh a lot together even though we have a hard time understanding each other.That’s what we’re really good at… laughing.

Well she’s not yet sure about it… but the thing is she wants to go home! And what will become of me!? But I know she really misses her family now. And it will be Christmas soon… So I think she better get on that flight. Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah! And she plans to go cak on April! That’s still faaaaaaaaar!

We went to National Bookstore yesterday even before we finished the session. I thought she wants to buy a book or something. When we were already walking outside she told me that she’s just bored and she wants to go out. She bought a Korean Horror Film CD despite my advice that she can buy that in Korea. Then she saw a DVD of war of the Worlds and she wanted to buy that instead. Ha! Sometimes this girl just won’t listen to me.

Anyway I hope she doesn’t feel too bad about it. I’m hungry.

words with music 1:28 am

The counselling session I had last night was great. My heart is alive now. It’s pumping

blood

Everyday is a new day
I’m thankful for
Every breath I take
I won’t take it for granted
So I learn from my mistakes
It’s beyond my control
Sometimes it’s best to let go
Whatever happens
In this lifetime
So I trust in love
You have given me
Peace of mind

I feel so alive
For the very first time
I can’t deny you
I feel so alive

I feel so alive
For the very first time
And I think I can fly

Sunshine upon my face
A new song for me to sing
Tell the world
How I feel inside
Even though it might
Cost me everything
Now that I know this
So beyond, I can’t hold this
I can never
Turn my back away
Now that I’ve seen you
I can never look away

Payable On Death.

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