I feel like I have a lot to write about but I’m to lazy to type… I’ll try to post a picture here of how it looks like… nyahers.
hmm… my 32nd session in HA was fine. We tried to catch up on each other’s lives. I told them that I’m already ummm… officially unattached and that I’m going back to school. They were all hurraying for me. I think that’s cool. They were genuinely happy for me. Awwww… sweeters they are! They were proud too… it’s a good achievement they said and it made them excited since two people from my group are from UP too. There were some sad stories during the meeting, which of course I’m not allowed to write here. But we’re just glad to have met again… it was a relief to talk to people who know you inside out… who have been with you as you went through some painful process in life… and people who rejoice with you and encourage you… and made you realize and think that this life that God gave me is really beautiful. Nag-iinarte nga lang ako minsan. Hehehe…
Then one of my co-counsellees treated us out to Napoli since he celebrated his birthday last month and he forgot to invite us to his birthday bash. Okay lang un ‘coz he tried to make up for it. Hehehe… oh and by the way Kuya Pastor Ronnie was absent so we missed him last night. He’s always absent everytime may kainan. He was even absent when we threw him a small surprise party while we were having the counselling. So we ate at Napoli and enjoyed the conversation. I was glad to see everybody in that place and we’re not talking about what we talk about during counselling… you know serious stuff… it was very relaxing. Sarap pa nung food. I’m really not a fan of pesto stuff since the first time I tasted it the taste was like yucky for me. But they make good pesto in Napoli. Then we also tried pasta with eggplant. That’s not what it’s really called… but it really is pasta in tomato sauce with eggplant. Yummers too! We just forgot to sing the birthday song for the birthday boy… Ate Orpah was even teasing us ‘coz she would serve us food and everytime she would say something for each person like… “Here’s for the birthday boy”… and “here’s for the loveless”… of course she was referring to me… but the birthday boy said “oh we’re all loveless here” except for one who’s already married.
Haaay… I’m so glad to have met the people from my counselling. I learned a lot from them, through their experiences and a whole lotta more. ^^
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So now somebody is excited to go to EK! Hope we’ll have a good weather. I’ll be playing hide and seek with Jela. Harharhar. Yup Jela gurl is coming with me to be my partner in crime… it was supposed to be Abe ‘coz I also asked him if he can go with us since he’s free on Fridays… and almost everyday actually (hahaha… peace abe!). But Jela said yes first… so sayang din. But I think it’ll be more funner with Jela… syang wala si mitch!!! huhuhu… we’ll definitely send her pictures! hahaha… bad. Mang-inggit ba daw? Palo si Ria…
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Well these are becoming random thoughts now. Well I’m just amazed by how God remains faithful even though we fail Him most of the times. I just realized how blessed my life is right now and how unworthy I am of all the blessings God sends my way… haaaay… I’ve been having some rebellious fits for the past weeks I guess… it felt stupid… like where did my brain go during that time? It’s really hard to live a life apart from God. It’s like existing without really living. But He is just so gracious and merciful that He continues to woo me. He never let go though I’ve ignored Him. Tough love, eh.
I should have said to ate Orpah… “I beg to disagree… I’m lovefull.” Ngek… sumablay pa. I’m filled with love pala. I’m not loveless… I’m lovely. Hahaha…
tama na ‘to.
