Classes started yesterday. My first class was Fundamentals of Conducting and my arms had its much needed exercise. We were taught by Dr. Navarro how to move the arms properly when conducting… kangalay ah! But it was fun… it will tone your biceps… hehehe….
Our chorus class was funner. Maybe it’s because of our teacher… Sir Eudie (i’m not sure if that’s how they spell it, but that’s how I heard people call him… ). He’s got a lot of antics up his sleeves. And he’s good too… he’s the conductor of the San Miguel Master Chorale.
I still haven’t met my voice teacher but at least I already have a schedule with her. She was in Madrid for a performance and I’m not sure if she’s already back here in Pinas. But I met my piano teacher already. I think she’s a sweet lady. She already gave me my repertoire… kelangan nang simulan ang ensayo… ^^
Then after my classes I met up with my sponsor in Hope Alive. She’s a staff in CCC and they had an activity in Kalai yesterday. They were giving out free ice cream to the freshies (bakit nga pala di ako kumuha nun?). We had a good talk… kamustahan tungkol sa maraming bagay… mga latest developments. Mga 1 hour din siguro kami nag-usap. I almost did not show up yesterday kasi tinatamad na ako and I just wanna go home… but I’m glad I did see her. She’s been an encouragement to me. Even though we’ve only met twice (kahapon yung twice). I’m blessed to see how God is blessing her life and ministry. It showed me God’s immense and unconditional love. It’s really good to live under God’s love. ^^
There was just a little tinge of sadness in our talk… at least on my part… (dapat talaga nag-ice cream na ako eh!). We partly talked about grieving over losses. She asked me if I’ve already properly grieved over … hmm… I told her that I feel like I’m surprisingly okay… but I know I’m not… it’s kinda weird ‘coz just the other night I had this “missinger” feeling that gave me a “sinisikmurang heart” (oh the terms that I coin… tsk, tsk…) but since I’m not like that everyday… I guess I’m doing ok. Ok? Maybe it’s part of the process lang… it’s been barely 3 months so alright… I expect me to have these feelings…
And I hope that hmm… is okay. I hope that he’s starting to figure out what God’s plan is for his life… I dunno… if that’s the right term for it. I don’t know how to put it… but we’ll see. God knows hmm… better than I do and His love is far greater than mine so I better trust God about this stuff, aryt? (oh this is such a dead give away… ala blind item pa tuloy)… hmmm well… this doesn’t happen everyday. So pardon me.
~Need to eat ice cream…or a banana… or chocolates… or a banana split… hay~
