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Bon jour! Cams is already in France. Probably. Yes she is. She left for Paris yesternoon. Well, her leaving hasn’t sank in yet and I’m about to say g’bye to my dear brother. He’s leaving for S’pore some time next month.

Everybody’s going… going… gone.

Oh… and speaking of goners… since I only have barely 4 weeks left in WePhone, I’m getting a li’l bit dramatic. Like I just realized tonight while I was doing my monthly reports that it’ll be the last time I’ll be doing it. I dunno if I’m s’pose to be happy about it or not. The hardest part is yet to come. That’d be D-day.

09.19.08

What’s in a tape? Adhesive. It’s sticky. It sticks things together.

I’m done having THE form signed. (hmmm… i kinda find it difficult to write down what THE form is) The HR already posted an internal hiring stuff.

I IM-ed Michelle. I told her I’m sad about it. I feel a lump in my throat and I badly needed a hug. I got ‘em. And I’m feeling a bit better now. But every time somebody brings it up… oh man… it’s just sad.

And it’s kinda stupid. I mean… ‘coz it’s my decision, right? Nobody asked me to go. It’s just…. *sigh* I’m gonna miss my students… and my broken family. I love them and I will miss them to bits. This company by far is the best one I’ve ever worked in. With all of its imperfections… I’m still glad that I became a part of this company. I really learned a lot.

And so the tape…

Flashback to March 11, 2008. Somebody’s last day. That somebody left me a tape a few days back. An adhesive tape. He said he won’t use it anymore and it’s pretty new. It’s a good brand. So I said goodbye to him through IM and I told him I’m gonna tape him to his chair so he can’t leave.

I marched up to his office. I pulled a tape from the dispenser and put it on his back… taping him to his chair. He said… “You’re crazy ‘di ba?” I left. Another Korean officer was in the office with him.

This afternoon I had THE form signed by our Assistant GM. The other Korean officer was there. And he said:

Officer: Libby, where is the tape?
Me: Huh? Oh! Hehehe… (I had the March 11 flashback and I almost melted there)
Officer: Jers, do you have a tape there? (he got one and was about to put it on my back so I had to slip out really fast because I was almost teary eyed.)

I still have the tape that ‘somebody’ gave me. It didn’t stick well to him. Though that officer wasn’t able to stick one on my back… well… y’all are stuck in my heart. (bawl!)

I think the countdown has officially started. Well I already got a form from the HR.

Yep… it’s THE form.

I filled it out hastily ‘coz apparently, another TC got THE form too. Whew…

But I’m not sure if he pushed through with it. Mine is already with our AM HTC… she said she’ll give it to me tomorrow. I’m not sure if the word got out already to the Shift managers. Anyway… they’ll find out sooner… or sooner.

And so… starting Monday… I’ll only have 30 working days to spend here in WePhone. Hmmm… gotta make the most out of it.

How? I dunno… But I bet it’ll be heartbreaking on the 19th of September. It is a bit now.

As I mentioned a while back… Jed really made me happy today. She didn’t just put a smile on my face. I was like screaming and jumping for joy.

Well… a little trackback…

I lost my pinky ring last week. I was really devastated that I wanted to throw a temper tantrum. I couldn’t even think of it and wanted to rget over it ASAP so that I won’t get too depressed.

So this morning… Jed told me that she has a surprise for me. When we got home and after dressing up in our room… she asked me to close my eyes. When I opened ‘em… there it was…. my silver, pinky ring with musical notes and an inscription of my name.

thankyouverymuch

Though I bought that for myself… well technically it was kuya Jeg who bought it from Baguio (I just gave him the money)… I guess.. for its third life I’d like to make Jed as the official giver of that ring. Hehehe…

I love you dude…

More G-clef!

Thanks Jigs for the really cute ring~~ Ahluvit!

And for Jed! You really made me giddy-deliriously-happy today. Oh, the ring! Mwaaaaah!

For Neil… though I might die of it.. thanks for the chocolate cake. You’re sweet! Even though you’ve been picking on me since last week. Whatever yaya!

Hmmm… Tc indigo… thanks for the earrings! Yeah… this girl right here is thte supplier of BS girls’ earrings. Really gorgeous designs…

Well, it still rained today. I’m used to it already. I think my birthday won’t be complete without the rain showers. Hehehe… I might as well plan for some rain-themed parties for the years to come…

Well actually, my party was yesterday. I had a blast. It was a children’s party. Hehehe…

I bought my own cake… ^^ It’s from Merced. That what we used to have when we were tots. Haaaay… memories…

I thought the store is gone… but there it is… still stanging… though it really smells funky inside. hmmmm…

So.. i blew 25 candles. I didn’t want just the number. There’s something about blowing 25 candles… or lots of candles for that matter. Hehehe. Well, coz I thought I could blow everything out in just one breath.. but I couldn’t. Hehehe

Mi Familia was complete yesterday… so I was really happy. Even Margaux was there, though she wasn’t in her sunshiny mood. My Antipolo babies were there too. Hehehe missed them to bits!

We all had sugar rush yesterday from the cake, salad and ice cream.

And… to finish off the night. We went swimming in our olympic-sized pool. Nyahaha… Too bad, I can’t post the pictures here. Twas really cold but we had fun. Nuninuninu

Though I couldn’t wish for the day not to end… I guess I just have to wait for next year. Hehehe.

Much love to everyone who greeted me happy boitdey. Mwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!

And of course… to the Lover of my soul…

I’m at a loss for words, so let me borrow Switchfoot’s song…

Let me know that You hear me
Let me know Your touch
Let me know that You love me
And let that be enough

I take a lot of people for granted in my life. I’m really not good in keeping in touch. Some of my friends know that by now. I don’t have an explanation for it. Nor an excuse. But that doesn’t mean I love them less.

There are things that I don’t want to go back to… no matter how I’m dying to do so. Fear creeps up. I just don’t want to face the reality that something’s already gone… or see something which I’m not a part of anymore… so it’s like looking at it from a distance. It will definitely break my heart… even if I’m just thinking about it.

Please don’t hate me if I can’t face it yet. You don’t know what’s inside my heart. Be patient if you really wanna know. But please just be there. I may appear to have forgotten… but I don’t. It’s just painful to recall everything that was good because I know I lost something.

I lost my ring with musical notes.

I hate myself for that.

I thought i lost it when I was in TalknTalk 2 years ago. But now I really lost it.

I have to go to Baguio for a replacement.

Arnie, where are you?

Sorry na…